Contradicting Words

Uni starts in another few more days. to be precise Monday, July the 14th.
My holidays just passed by me like the gentle wind.
Sometimes I just wonder if I have done enough to make this holiday a fulfilling one.
I haven't been catching up with ppl like ryan, chui yi and all.
I'm so sorry! I made a promise but I didn't fulfill it.
I can just feel the stress of uni commencing all over again.
That would mean more assignments, finals and more homework.
No more lazing around at home.
Somehow this semester I am more determined to work harder.
Decided to do summer school.
Then transfer over to Australia.
How do I do that?? I don't think I'm smart enough to transfer over there. :(
What am i to do???? Now i feel like just going over there.
Positive megan. Be positive! :)
Someone once told me that we should never let the past dictated our feelings instead we should just keep going forward.
Think I'm going to just listen to that.

counting the days we spent together,
looking back at what we did,
anxious about the day u are leaving,
just dont want it to come.