Sometimes in life,
I guess we can never always have what we want,
No matter how much we want it or demand it,
If it's not ours then it's not meant to be.
I was staring out the window,
On my way home earlier,
Over looking the far view of KL from one of the hills nearby my house,
And I noticed how beautiful KL was.
The glowing KL Tower and Twin Towers,
Shinning it's bright lights into the sky around it,
The colour lights of the city,
Just beautiful.
I have never felt so peaceful and comfortable at that moment,
I shed a tear or two,
But then decided to just free my mind and smile.
I missing jogging. I miss running.
I used to vent my feelings into running.
Running as fast as I could.
Not letting anyone/anything catch up with me.
Not letting myself feel pain. hurt, sadness.
Not letting myself feel joy, happiness and laughter.
I guess that was my way of avoiding.
I wonder,
WHEN will I be able to face it?
WHEN will I stop avoiding it?
WILL I have the courage to face it alone?
HOW will I be when I face it?
One day, one day and I will know how.
Dear Lord,
Please tell me how?
Whisper to me your words of wisdom.
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