Waiting for you

Reality of life.
I experienced it this past week. I witness it, I saw it, I felt it. It was not nice nor was it bad. At least now I have a different perception of reality. It's true and all it takes it's truth to face it. A simple 5 letter word. T-R-U-T-H. Being true to our feelings and what we think is very important. It makes reality harsh but yet easy to accept in some way.

A different perception taught me how to let go of things. It brought back unwanted memories along the way. It hurts and it will always have a shadow in a part of my mind but yet it's learning how to make the shadow fade that is most important. It isn't easy, heck, nobody ever said it was but at least taking baby steps in really starting fresh, moving on matters because God of all people gave me a chance to live in this world and to experience life.
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Memories that happened in the past is what happened. I can't change what happened then but I can change the present and the future. Because it matters to me and you. Because you matter to me and it is only fair for us both.

I guess it's time to just say.
Sorry people.

I'm ranting blindly and everything seems unrelated but these are all true feelings.