Because you live and breath, Because you make me believe in myself....
Lately, I've been having sleepless nights or should I say unsoundly sleep. I get agitated easily, I get moody in a second and been having weird "nightmares". I feel like a walking zombie with emotional ups and downs. Sighhh. 2 more days left and I'll be gone. I guess no one will know how I am feeling inside now.
Went to Monash today and I kind of miss that place. Looking around in the library, cafeteria... the smell of Monash, guess it's really goodbye to Monash. Been driving around the whole day with Mum looking for things. Everywhere I go, I seem to look at it properly thinking I won't be seeing it in a year's time.
Been keeping my tears, trying my best not to cry but I don't think I can keep it in any longer. I keep myself busy or laughing but the heart knows itself best. I just need a little support but I don't seem to get it.
Why do I feel so insecure now? I really don't feel confident anymore as the time comes nearer.
This time leaving, I really don't feel happy one bit because I know it'll only be further apart. It'll never be the same again.
I just want to run away and cry as loud as I can and as much as I want. If only.....
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